Hello fabulous readers!

I know it’s been awhile since I have written.  This last month has been filled with lots of energetic clearing and changes.  I am never sure how much I want to share about what’s going on with me personally in such a public forum.  I am sort of a private kinda gal!

But, I have decided to share some of it!

First of all, I am busy with a new design for my website…my fabulous friend Randie is helping me.  She did my first website with the "leaping lady."  Now, we are bring the leaping lady down to earth.  She stands strong and solidly on the ground.  Wait till you see her…she is fabulous:)  If you want to check out Randie’s work (she is a brilliant artist and web designer) go to: http://www.luckydogarts.com/
I will let you all know when the new site is up and running!

The other thing that I have doing is preparing to climb Mount Everest.  Yep, I am meaning that metaphorically!!!!  We all have our own personal Mount Everest and mine is being front and center.  I am much more comfortable being in the background, highlighting other folks who love the lime light. 

Here’s what happened:
I got a call from a woman who used to be a client of mine,  asking me if I would like to do a radio show with her focusing on New Year’s resolutions.  For some strange and bizarre reason…I said "Yes."  Well, this "yes" threw me into some serious anxiety…I had to do some major EFT tapping!!!  Daily!!!! 

The interesting thing about all of this besides feeling like I wanted to run down the street screaming and ripping my hair out…is that doing a radio show has been a secret dream of mine since I was a little girl.  I loved listening to the radio.  As a young girl, this was before FM existed, I would listen to KFRC radio (this was a bay area station in the early 70’s) and sing along with the songs that I knew.  I would pretend that I was the disc jockey talking to folks over the radio waves.

Strangely enough, (a cosmic joke, I presume) is that the radio station that I was to do the show at is KRFC!!!!!  Spooky and cool all at the same time:~)

I climbed this huge internal mountain on Tuesday night.  It took an intense act of will to get me to walk from my car into the radio station.  Once in there…I was taken into "the blue room," given a headset and off we went.  I must say that I don’t remember much about it.  I know that I was sweating so bad that I decided to leave my jacket on! 

When it was over, one of the women came up to me and asked if I would like to do a radio call-in show.  Seriously?  You mean I made some sense when I was talking?  Before I could shut myself up I said "YES!"  It just flew out of my mouth!!!!!  She also invited to come back on New Years day…I said "YES" to that too!   

As I was driving home, realizing the magnitude of what just happened…what I just accomplished…I felt an overwhelming sense of personal pride.  I had done it!  I  had just climbed Mount Everest!!!!  My Mount Everest.  Not only that…I signed up to climb again!!! 

I want to take a moment to thank all of my
friends who know me and know what a HUGE ENORMOUS deal this is for me.
They said supportive things to me and burned lots of stuff to create a
supportive space…we are all such pagans!  Love to burn things!!!!  I
also want to thanks my sons, Ethan and Corey, who listened in and gave
me such loving support.  Also my fella, Mike who acted casual all week
long so he wouldn’t spook me!

When I think about New Years Day…I feel that anxiety pounding within me!  It has not diminished yet.  But, I get a sense that it will…once I get the hang of doing this radio show the feeling of climbing a huge mountain will transform into a light hike in the woods. 

Until then, I think I will wear a light jacket!!!!  (In case of further sweating!)

So, my fabulous readers…

What is your Mount Everest?

When you take a peek at this remember this is YOUR Mount Everest…not anyone else’s!

Think of that experience which scares the crap out of you…but, you still want to do it! 

The one that gives you such an intense jolt of anxiety that its hard to breathe…yep!  Thats the one!

Oh, and if any of you feel inspired to listen in on New Years day…the show from 5:30-6:00 mountain time.  You can listen live stream through the internet if ya want.  Just go to this link:  http://krfcfm.org/stream/
~ click on the link that supports the kind of internet service that you have.  It is a call in show…so if you feel inspired…give us a jingle!

Have a fabulous day!