Archive for September, 2007

Well folks…still dizzy…actually my fabulous friend Andra pointed out that it wasn’t called being "dizzy"…it is called "HAVING VERTIGO!"   Okay…okay…okay!  So I have a really bad case of vertigo.  I tend to minimize health issues because I compare EVERYTHING to the symptoms of IC. 

I had pnemonia a couple of years ago…thought it was just a chest cold.  Couldn’t get rid of the damned thing and decided maybe…just maybe I should go to the doctor.  Well, the doctor looked at me in horror and said I had pnemonia and it was nothing to take lightly!  Uh…OKAY!!!!   Sorry dude….I didn’t know!

So, back to the now! 

I have very severe Vertigo…I went to the doctors yesterday and she even wrote "SEVERE VERTIGO" on my prescrition.  Well, all I can say is "WOW! VERTIGO SUCKS!"  I can’t get anything done.  Even typing this is making my head spin.  So, without futher ado…here is another fun quiz to play with:

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorcrayonareyouquiz/

Have fun and I have to lay down again!!!!!
Crap!  Crap! Crap!

Have a stable day!
Spinnin’ in Colorado

My friend Alix sent me this and I thought it was fun and interesting.  Let me know what you come up with:)  I still have vertigo so this is short and sweet!  I am off to the doctor this morning and I hope that she can give me something for this because I CAN"T FUNCTION!!!!!

http://www.blogthings.com/whatnumberareyouquiz/

Bye for now!
Dizzy in colorado

My fabulous friend Christine sent me a card…this is what it said:

"If ignorance is bliss, why aren’t there more happy people?"

Something to think about!

Hi there fabulous readers!

This last weekend my fella and I went to the Denver Botanical Gardens and saw a concert with David Bromberg quartet and Jerry Douglas.  The Denver Botanical Gardens are absolutely amazing and gorgeous.  Within the gardens is an amphitheater…a grassy area with a cool stage (click on the link above if ya wanna check it out).  During the summer they offer a concert series.  Love this!!!

Anyway…we got there early and found a perfect spot to wait on line in the shade.  We enjoyed sitting in our little beach chairs, chatting about this and that and just enjoying being together.  At around 6:00 pm…the line began to move and we were let into the gardens.  We followed the mob…a couple of guys said to each other that they were hurrying to get their perfect spot.  Since they seemed like experts…we were hot on their heels! 

In quick pursuit we hit the grassy area…and flip….up I go…and down I fell!  Yep!  I fell DOWN ON THE GRASS and slid down a ways.  You see, the grassy hill headed down…and I guess…so did I!  Well, as I got up…poor Mike was like "Oh my god…I can’t believe you fell!"  UH thanks man!  As I got up…feeling like at total goof ball, I looked down at my knees and saw that there was a huge grass stain on each knee.  Okay…know I felt like a ten year old boy goof ball!!!!!!! 


Can’t take me anywhere!


Well, needless to say…we lost the fellas that we were following who knew "the perfect spot."  So, we found our own.  Great spot.  Good view…nice folks around us.  Fabulous! 


We had seen on the Botanical Gardens website that there was no alcohol…so, we didn’t think we could bring anything in.  As we sat there, we noticed that most folks had brought fun snacks and bottles of wine with glasses and all sorts of goodies.  Oh well, we had our water:)  Next year we will be better prepared!


People were so prepared…people had wine, dip, crackers, salmon, fried chicken…all sorts of stuff…in little baskets with little perfect sized containers.  It reminded me of times when I would hang out with other moms when my boys were young.  You know the moms that have the perfect little plastic bag that fits the perfect little snack?  Or they have the Tupperware containers that fit the sand which just perfectly?  Well, I wasn’t one of those moms.  I always brought the kids goodies…but it was more like a couple apples in the bottom of my purse with the whole box of fish crackers. 

Ah well…some people just got the snack thing down…and some don’t!


Back to the story….


As we sat there in total awe of the snack people…clouds started to form and then we had some very loud thunder…and then right on its heals…lightening.  We all just hung out…in the open…yes, in the open…and watched the light show. 


Soon someone came to the microphone and said that we all had to get inside because the storm cell was right on top of us.  And since we were all obviously to stupid to get inside…they had to say something! The concert was going to be postponed until this past.


So, we all streamed into the gift shop and information area.  People had their wine bottles and glasses and we had our water.  It was such a party! 


As Mike and I walked around, we heard some folks grumbling…things like:

"We better get a refund!" 
or
"Figures the weather would screw this up!"
or
"This sucks…what a fricken drag that this….."   We didn’t hear the rest!


But for some reason…we were having a great time.  Stained pants, old warm sad water…it was a fun time.  Many people agreed.  Many people were obviously enjoying themselves. 


Watch out when those Botanical Garden people get buzzed….things get really rowdy!


So, what was up with the fussy budgets?  Did a lightning storm really have that kind of power to ruin their time?  I guess so!


After about an hour…the storm passed and the musicians got ready to play.  We went back to our perfect spot…where I proceeded to sit on my perfect beach chair…that was perfectly soaked with water.  Well, not for long because my pants absorbed most of that water!  So, now I had grass stained pants and a very wet butt.  Mike just looked at me…with I think a look of pity…not sure…and smiled.  Oh, and shook his head. 


Can’t take me anywhere!


Since there was only an hour left (there was a noise ordinance)…Dave Bromberg and Jerry Douglas decided to combine their bands and play together.  It was lots of fun!  Very light hearted and spontaneous.  These men are fantastic musicians and have really fun energy.  Loved it!

When the show was over…we headed out to our car.  We had asked directions to the freeway from someone earlier so, off we went.  I was leaning on Mike as he drove and we were talking about how much fun we had…I was wondering if I would be more comfortable taking my soaking wet pants off…when we realized that the directions were wrong.  We were totally lost.  Finally we found someone to point us in the right direction and off we went again.  We arrived home about a half hour later then we thought we would…happy and content. 


I got into my jammies and Mike poured us a glass of wine.  As I was spraying stain remover onto the knees and butt of my pants…I wondered what makes a good time…a good time?


The fussy budgets obviously were not happy with the situation!
The Botanical Garden party animals were have a fantastic time…no matter what the situation!
We were having a blast despite the situation!

I guess its all a choice.  We were just in a fab space and nothing…not even a wet butt was gonna ruin our time! 


So, how about you? 

Think about the last time that you were out and about. 
What made it a fun time? 
If you had a rotten time…what was that about? 

If you look at this close enough, you will start to become aware of the choices that you were internally making.  You will start to become aware of the stories that you were telling yourself about your experiences. 

It is truly all in our heads!

Even though this may be true…I think next time I go to a show…I will wear dark pants…just in case!


Bye for now!

Hello fabulous folks! 

I want to welcome all the new readers that are stopping by.  "Musings From the Edge" is steadily growing and I love knowing that there are readers coming back again and again.  I invite you to comment and share when the desire flows through you.  It’s the comments that bring what I write full circle. I appreciate each and every comment…except of course, those weird comments that I have to delete that come from some spam machine that really wants me to have bigger boobs and a larger penis!  Hmmmmm not sure how that would work out!

Ready for the Tarot Card for this week?

This weeks card was chosen from The Housewives Tarot: A Domestic Divination Kit with Deck and Instruction Book.


QUEEN OF SWORDS

Sharp tongued * Stern * Mournful

"This Queen has seen her share of hardship and sorrow.  Never fear…she’s pulled herself through the dark days by being tough as nails, with a cast-iron will and razor-sharp wit.  The Queen of Swords keeps a stiff upper lip and holds her head high in the face of adversity.  Unfortunately, she can also be a total bitch!  While it’s admirable to seem impervious to enemies, don’t unleash that coldness on loved ones!"

Oooohhhhhhh….good one!  Anyone feeling bitchy lately?   I love this card because as humans we sometimes have the tendency to be all repressed and smiley to the world out there…and come home and rip into the folks we love.  Ah stress…ain’t it grand?

So…what to do?…what to do?

Here are 5 ways to deal with your inner bitch (guys…you too are bitchy…so this ain’t just for the gals!)

1. State clearly that the bitch is back!  This one is my ultimate favorite.  Because it just gives the bitch some freedom.  When your inner bitch has taken over your mind and actions…let your loved ones know that this force is running the show.  You can say something like this:
"Alright everyone…I am in a MOOD so you better do what I say or stay out of my way…and hope that tomorrow is a better day!"

2.  Get the hell out of dodge!  This is a good strategy too.  If you know that you are going to rip everyone’s head off….leave!  Go for a walk…a drive (unless you feel like ramming your car into other cars!)…go into your bedroom and lock the door.  Get away from your loved ones so you don’t say something that you may regret later.  Breaks are great….so take one!

3.  Use duct tape!  This is for those times when you can’t leave.  You can use the duct tape for yourself.  Just cut a strip (there are more gentler tapes out there…but this one really sticks!) and place it firmly over your mouth.  If you must say something bitchy and nasty it will come out like this:  "Youafkfdjakfjlkjdffucksakfjdjaiuffafjkfjshitlkajdkf!" 
This way no one gets hurt!

4.  Clean your house!  This is a tricky one.  Cleaning and organizing can really release stress and gives the bitch something to really bitch about.  This could back fire….leaving the bitch even more bitchy at the family.  Especially, if what made you feel bitchy in the first place…was the dirty and disorganized house!  So…if this is your situation…turn it around!  Make your family clean the house:)  Watching others clean can really soothe the inner bitch…although this may back fire too.  Especially, if the bitch wants the house cleaned in such a way and the family JUST CAN"T DO IT RIGHT!!!!! 

5.  Sit down, by yourself and take a listen!  What is that bitch trying to say to you?  What is that bitch upset about?  What does that bitch want and need?  Writing in a journal is a great way to dialog with the bitch…let this energy speak through the pages without censoring….just let it rip!  Venting is an awesome way to get energy to start moving.  So instead of venting in a nasty way to your loved ones…because let’s be honest…they won’t really appreciate what you want to share…vent to your journal!  Your journal doesn’t mind and it won’t get its feelings hurt!


Well….those are my helpful hints for the day!
Talk to you soon:~)

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